A young child plays by herself,
Uncaring and free.
Across town,
A man stumbles out of a bar,
drunk and barely conscious,
He is headed home to a family.
The small child suddenly gets up,
Lonely and tired.
She makes her way towards home,
Not a care in the world.
Stepping up to the street,
The cars all stop for her,
She walks forward,
Confident that she is safe.
Halfway across, the lonely car saunters away,
Leaving only an empty street.
She doesn't look,
Doesn't see the car racing her way.
She doesn't see it coming until it is too late.
The screech of tires as the car swerves grabs her attantion,
The smile disappears from her
Tainted.
Infected,
Imprisoned,
Dirty.
I feel nothing for you.
Not hate,
Sorrow,
Or love.
Nothing.
I'm done feeling over you.
It's been too long since I've done otherwise.
You tainted me.
Everything I do,
Becomes a shadow of our past.
I am reminded of this every moment,
And with every memory,
I am reminded of how I am tainted.
I feel nothing anymore.
I barely notice anything.
I don't feel the warmth from others.
You've stolen it from me.
You've taken everything about me
And tainted it.
Don't wait for me to return,
Because I won't.
Don't expect me to forgive you,
Because you don't deserve it.
Don't wonder if you'll see me again,
Because I'm already gone.
Don't dream of the future,
Becuase that's all over.
Don't remember the past,
Because i've already forgotten.
Don't follow me,
Because you'll just get lost.
Don't make it hard for yourself,
I've forgotten,
And so should you.
Three voices.
Three people.
Three personalities.
One strong,
confident,
Independent.
Full of pride,
Never to be pushed down.
One kind,
Motherly,
Loving.
Spoken with care,
Never to leave her love.
One weak,
Timid,
Her outer shell.
Scared to discover,
Afraid to brave the unknown.
Three voices,
They're all mine.
I use them as I please,
They're just me.
My three voices.
"Charge!"
The battle raged around him, never fully welcoming him in. It was like he was behind a sheet of glass, able to watch, but only a spectator.
*BANG*
He felt an excruciating pain in his chest, right where his heart was. He fell to his knees, watching the world fade away into darkness.
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"We are sorry to inform you that your comrade, Arthur Kirkland, was shot in the heart and "
His hands were shaking. He dropped the letter and slumped to the floor. Warm, wet tears streamed down his face and onto the floor while his whole body was wracked with sobs.
"What's going on " Matthew stopped when he saw his brother on the